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September 25, 2002
let it make me strong..
so i finally got the word today from deloitte. after about two months of waitin around to see if they would get this govt project--which wouldve assured me of a job--i got a call sayin they didnt..
ive sorta been anxiously awaitin the call for a couple wks now, so its a relief i dont hafta wait any longer. in all honesty, i had some level of expectation that they werent gonna win it. but thats not to say i hoped they wouldnt..
its strange cuz my initial reaction is both of sadness and of gladness. im a bit glad it didnt work out cuz i dont think goin back to deloitte is somethin i was thrillingly lookin fwd to. not to say theyre a bad company cuz theyre not--its just the corporate and, more importantly, the consulting world i did not necessarily want to re-enter..
on the other hand, i suppose i was a bit disheartened--like let down. and its not like i was rejected an offer--they just couldnt win the contract. its more like when somethin positive does not happen--not the same as when somethin bad occurs. just when things dont go the easy way, which is exactly wut this wouldve been for my life had it worked out: easy..
so now i continue my job-hunt. and although im back to square one with a greater urgency now than when i first came to balt (cuz my unemployments about to run out), i look forward to the challenge. bring it on..
Posted by cpaik at September 25, 2002 11:59 PM
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hey bro. i'll definitely be praying for you on this one. Matthew 11:28 bro.
Posted by: joe at September 26, 2002 04:02 PM