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October 18, 2002
small joys..
i was lyin in bed last nite tryin to fall asleep. i go thru cycles upon cycles of weird and meanderin thoughts, rangin from who my dream fantasy team of the wk would be to wut callin in life would make me the happiest..
anyways, last nite i was thinkin about how mundane my life is right now. since im still unemployed, every day is basically the same day esp with esther goin to work every day. although im a morning person who usually wakes up w/ pounce in my step because each day is a new day, lately my the pounce has been lackin--cuz if every day is the same, wut hope is there for today to be any different than the day before?
yet in spite of all this aboundin pessimism, it occurred to me there are a few things i look forward to--my small joys in this current state of life:
- law & order at noon (each mornin works itself up to this point)
- sundays: (nfl all day--although the fantasy aspect makes it a double-edged sword. "damn!! ANOTHER INT by trent green??!!")
- when the wifey comes back from work (cuz its just good to have her home)
other than that, its the mere hope that a job will turn up. and it will--hopefully sooner rather than christmas..
Posted by cpaik at October 18, 2002 12:05 PM