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February 15, 2003
p/a..
gawd, i hate bein so passive-aggressive..
it might seem like a shock to a lot of people to hear me say/write this, but i have a pretty bad temper. granted, it doesnt flare up that often but because it doesnt, when it does its pretty bad. real bad..
like i dont think i get mad that often. when something bad happens or i feel slighted, i dont think it really affects me--but an emotional mark is notched on my belt. and so when some event occurs that triggers me to pretty much explode, all those recorded notches make my aggression that much worse. its so bad..
i remember as a kid when i got angry, i would get SO angry i wasnt sure how to let it out or get rid of it. yellin was never a part of it, but wreakin havoc and destruction wasnt enough. it would basically require a good nites sleep to simmer me down, granted that i actually do fall asleep..
obviously im a little pissed right now (ha, yeah just a little). but i look fwd to the mornin cuz tomorrs a whole new day..
Posted by chars at February 15, 2003 09:15 PM
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there's gonna be a movie about you this summer... the hulk!!!
Posted by: mungmungdog at February 18, 2003 01:33 PM