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June 15, 2003
still life..
why is it so much easier to figure out wut you dont wanna do vs wut you do? we spend a good portion of our early life tryin to read the stars and our hearts in an effort to understand wut we are to become. yet, i wonder if that time spent is in fact time wasted cuz ive only been able to figure out wut i dont wanna pursue..
it reminds me of that tip for takin the SAT: if you dont know the answer, try eliminatin the ones you think are wrong. yeah, good advice for a multiple-choice test--too bad life aint an essay question..
i think ive lately just gotten tired of the routine my life has been submersed in. i remember in high school, i would take different routes to school in the mornings simply cuz i got sick of driving down the same street littered w/ the same lights the previous day..
not that each day today lacks something new or fresh--theres always something to do or somewhere to go in the evenings and on the weekends. but am i really goin somewhere? am i doin somethin truly productive?
the danger for me in the stagnancy of life is that it sometimes causes me to remain very much stagnant..
Posted by chars at June 15, 2003 04:09 AM