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July 25, 2003
tgif? no thanks..
this week has been kinda off for me. and although i normally relish fridays for the obvious reasons, today i feel just kinda blah..
maybe its cuz fridays imply the beginnin of the end of the week (aka, the weekend). which if you look pessimistically enough indicates the next week is just around the corner..
and its not that i dread goin to work (work is actually coo)--i think its that ive realized my life revolves almost solely around work..
i get up by 7am to go to work..
i wear my polo shirt and khakis cuz of work..
i spend the sunny day inside at work..
i come home and chill with esther/play with the dogs/watch tv/read to de-compress from work..
and i go to sleep only because the next day, i hafta to go to work..
so weve deduced that my life--and since she works a hundred-times harder and longer than i do, esthers life--all revolve around work. but shouldnt that mean i would savor the weekend that much more??
not really cuz the weekend just kinda skirts by w/ nothin productive havin gone on. weekdays at least have structure cuz of work. on weekends, its the escape from boredom that pushes me around..
i think im tired. good thing about bein a mornin-person though: hope springs eternal w/ each new day (oh, i luv soundin dramatic..)..
Posted by chars at July 25, 2003 06:37 PM