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February 27, 2004
sabotage
since my husband has left his sweet wife at home while he revels with his buds in sin city itself, las vegas, she has decided to sabotage his blog site and fill it with things he would never include: emotion, happiness, spirituality, and personal thoughts!
anyone remember the last time charles was thankful for anything or happy about something besides sports?
two years of patient waiting for a satisfyingly happy entry... so i just have to do it myself (yes, i am that aggressive)-
good things:
1) spring is almost here
2) Easter exists (Jesus rising from the dead is a greater event than His birth!)
3) God loves you
4) residency is more than half over
things i'm thankful for:
1) no matter how hard life is, God is still good (and no, there is no question as to the existence of God, this is esther writing, not charles)
2) i have a husband who loves me (he may never express this explicity on his blog site, but i know that everytime he mentions me he means it)
4) i have a family i love (seriously, whenever i think of how much we love each other, i wanna burst out and cry)
5) i have my health (after you've seen REALLY sick, you never really want to be sick)
6) i have a job that is meaningful, intellectually stimulating, and fun
7) i have stella and cocoa
8) i have a future that is wide open for me because God allowed me to do what i am doing
9) i have friends who love me despite me being a loser (props to Joyce, Lorraine, Arlene, Sechin, Lydia, and Dan Whang - you guys could never do wrong in my eyes, and i'm sorry i'm such a bad friend!)
things i wish:
1) i wish i weren't so selfish
2) i wish i didn't complain so much (esp at work)
3) i wish i weren't so proud
4) i wish charles were here and not in las vegas
5) i wish i didn't care so much about what people thought of me
6) i wish i were smarter
7) i wish i didn't wish so much and could just be thankful
8) i wish charles would take me to Bible study one day
9) i wish i didn't have almost 100K in educational debt - yipes!
10) i wish i lived closer to my family
11) i wish honey didn't have to die
12) i wish i would've visited camela before she died two weeks ago, i wish she weren't addicted to drugs, i wish i could've been the one to turn her around, i wish i didn't feel so guilty
things i hope for:
1) i hope dogs go to heaven because i really miss my cocker spaniel, honey
2) i hope i make charles happy and proud of me for the rest of my life
3) i hope God lets me get into a good cardiology fellowship program
4) i hope i'm in God's will by even applying (isn't it horrible that i didn't even make sure before i did?)
5) i hope i become a good doctor one day
6) i hope people think i'm pretty (isn't this so stupid?)
7) i hope life will never lose meaning for me
8) i hope that when Jesus comes back I'll be ready to tell Him I love Him
9) i hope that charles and i will go to heaven together when Jesus comes back
10) i hope camela knew Christ
now for some shameless public display of affection:
1) charles paik, you are the love of my life
2) charles paik, if you asked me, i would change my name even though this would be very difficult since you WAITED SO FREAKIN' LONG TO ASK ME TO MARRY YOU!!!
3) charles paik, i picked up doggie poo today just because you asked me to
4) charles paik, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
if charles had to make a list, it would probably read:
1) i'm thankful esther doesn't have her own blog site
2) i wish esther didn't know all of my passwords
3) i hope no one reads my blog entries
have a wonderful, God-filled, fully blessed day everyone! don't worry, i have no desire to make this blogging thing a regular event... kinda weird...
(hi suah and charles limb, wanna get together sometime?)
Posted by chars at February 27, 2004 06:33 PM