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February 16, 2005
whoami..
man, i think im losin my identity--my sense of true self..
it used to be that whenever esther would be on call, i would almost relish that time alone cuz i could basically do wutever the hell i wanted--paradin around the neighborhood in my birthday suit, notwithstanding..
but this past month, shes been back on an on-call rotation after not havin to for a few months. and man, its certainly harder than i remember. i dont really look forward to goin home those nites cuz 1) i know ill be bored and 2) ill probly just waste the whole evening, stay up way late, and end up goin to work real late and tired..
ha--i think it can be likened to separatin two dogs after havin spent a week together; they end up lyin around all depressed and lethargic, as it they lost the will to live..
the one GREAT thing, however, to esther not bein around is dinner. yeah, youd think a wifeless husbands biggest dilemma would be scroundin around for food, figurin out wut to eat. not this dude--i am prepared thanks to my ebullient trips down the frozen food aisle at the grocery store..
i basically stroll down just once, pick out wutever is on sale and looks savory, and packs it away in the depths of our freezer. since esthers bowels dont believe in low-quality, barely-edible substances, i DEVOUR them when shes not around..
like tonite, i had me some marie callender meatloaf w/ mixed vegetables. oooooh, i know your mouth is waterin now. but wait, it gets better. i was SO hungry an hour later (cuz damn, those frozen dinners are small), that i nuked a banquet chicken fried chicken w/ corn and mashed potatoes. yeeeeeeeeeah, thats right--hate the flavah, not the playah..
um, alright--that was just dumb..
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so since last monday, ive been hooked on party poker. ive quintupled (x5) my alloted play dough, so im thinkin of makin a deposit to see if i can actually do something..
i think im okay enough to not lose money. last time in vegas, i came out on top mostly cuz i believe i had enough patience to continually fold, bad deal after bad deal..
speakin of vegas, it was pretty funny--the other day, i was playin online while watchin caesar 24/7 (which is a fairly interestin show--actually, it just satiates my lust for vegas) and for a second, i felt like i was in sin city. playin at a table, hearin the sounds of slots in the background, etc..
gawd, i miss that place--its like no other city in the world..
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aite, time to watch this weeks law & order..
Posted by chars at February 16, 2005 10:04 PM