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January 04, 2006
the new year is half-empty..
its funny..
every morning, i awake an optimist. the sun shines bright, the horizon is endless and hope abounds..
by the time im readyin for bed, i am the ultimate pessimist. i suck, life sucks, everything sucks..
hope is in fact the wrong four-letter word..
so if i am such a morning person, why is it that i hate the arrival of every new year? i am--after all--turnin to the next page..
easy: cuz i am in fact turnin to the NEXT page.......when i havent done anything in the previous chapters of my inglorious existence..
regrets, missed goals, lost opportunities--they all make me scowl as i cross over into the new year. bein constantly reminded to make new resolutions only serves as a reminder of past ones i have not fulfilled..
resolutions? more like resignations..
and a happy new year to you.. =)
Posted by chars at 05:01 PM | Comments (0)